MY "ME" TIME!

GOOD SUNDAY MORNING!!!...RISE AND SHINE...TODAY IS A NEW DAY!!!...LET US REJOICE IN IT!!!...so, I'm guessing Sunday Mornings are when I am feeling the most inspired...call it what you will...but I now have this ritual of grabbing my coffee and sitting on the balcony and CONTEMPLATING: contemplate- to view or consider with continued attention : meditate on ....LOL!...YEP, that's what I do...that's my moment among moments when I feel as though I need to reconnect with HIM... and actually "talk" to HIM!...ALTHOUGH, I am continuously "talking" to HIM with every move I make...and THAT'S THE TRUTH...I seek direction and guidance on a DAILY BASIS!!!...but, it's just something about Sunday morning where I feel as though HE is just focused on me!!!!...THAT'S MY STORY AND I'M STICKING TO IT!!!:))...this could be a very long blog today, cause my mind is weighted,..NOT with problems, worry,... but "weighted"!..DON'T WANT ANYONE ASKING WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!?...I AM GOOD...just felt the need to write about "this" today!....but I think I'll try to keep it as short as possible...so I was thinking about my Dad, church, the work week ahead...a post I had read just yesterday about Church attendance...;))..YOU know who you are...and realize that going to Church, or more importantly, finding a church I am comfortable in...has been a challenge...I reflected back to yesterday and the "forecasted Rapture"...that didn't happen...at least to my knowledge...and realized that among the many things I had planned to do today...that wasn't one of them...OK, so this is a subject that I don't like to talk about cause...my faith, FOR THE MOST PART, is private to me...the battles I have in my head and in my heart...I CHOOSE not to disclose....and yeah, today will be no different...MY POINT....cause now I am a little uncomfortable...is that I remembered what my Dad used to say to us/ME!....We used to heavy/deep conversations about religion...I miss that....and even though we went to Church every Sunday....Sunday school, Vacation Bible Study...choir practice...etc...my point is, that at this point in my life...right or wrong...I am no longer battling myself with not finding a "sufficient Church"...meeting my standards...cause I heard my Daddy's voice in my head..."THE CHURCH IS IN YOUR HEART, GINA BEANA!"...."when you feel as though you really need to connect with him" in a "traditional fashion"....FALL TO YOUR KNEES AND PRAY!!!...NOT AN EXCUSE FOR NOT GOING...but I'm goin to get my "ME TIME", my one-on-one right now!...whew,...That's all.....HAVE A BLESSED DAY FAM...ENJOY!:))