from start to finish

two months since my last post...and it's not like there is nothing happening, going on....there just wasn't a motivation to do so...what's changed??...nothing, everything...as with any project, task, hobby...the willingness or desire to complete it or keep it going has to be there.....I've been checking my stats...looking for ways to improve the site...but never having the desire to write...I guess that tells me something about myself...and in the last few days, I've been searching for words, expressions to relay...instead of just writing...rambling right now...but lately my concern has been "to finish what you start"...and this blog is no exception.....self-evaluation I guess you could say...how many times have you started something...and then abandoned it...only to go back later and realize that you could have been gradually accomplishing your goal all along???....getting too deep, huh?!?...well, that's okay...cause I'm basically talking to myself now anyway!!!...working towards a goal/goals...and completing the tasks necessary to master that goal...my new focal point....I've started a lot of things....and abandoned them...for lack of interest, ambition, boredom....making an earnest effort now and in the future...TO FINISH WHAT I START....or at least maintain the enthusiasm to do so!...