Why am I up???

Well...this is the perfect time to write....when you have a trillion things on your mind...@3:50 in the morning at that!...That's what happens when you take naps earlier than your bedtime. This a.m. finds me with a lot going on...Moscato in hand..why?...because it helps me to relax. I can be pretty high strung at times...and I was also thinking...amongst a multitude of thoughts....what about this blog?!?...Believe it or not...I am a perfectionist...I was raised and molded to believe throughout my life that "IMAGE AND PERCEPTION" are EVERYTHING....especially the first ones...and this blog is no different than any other project I stress over...It has to be "just right"....it has to be a reflection of me....and honestly, it really had me thinking...WHO THE HECK AM I???....I am no different than anybody else, yet at the most inopportune times...I forget!:))....I've been looking at other blogs and thinking...Wow...they are pretty laid out...but they are nowhere near what I expected...Most appear to be structured and organized...and then I look at mine...WHAT IS MY IMAGE?...WHAT DO I HAVE TO SAY, AND WHAT IS MY THEME?...AND MY CONCLUSION IS THIS...I HAVE NO IDEA!!!:))...not that I don't know who I am, or what I like....but that there are so many options...and I have to decide...decisions have never been my strong point....So I guess what I really want to say is...for a while...don't expect "this" blog to be "structured" OR organized...that is not my life right now!...and please don't formulate any opinions...just yet...you've only just met me...and it may take me a minute...to get it "just right"....but hopefully, once it's done...You'll know more about me, and how I "flow"...if nothing else, it should be entertaining...cause if I am to speak my mind...there may never be organization....so look on THE BRIGHT SIDE, as I strive for perfection and perception....my neverending quest....and Good Morning!:))